Naos is the ancient Greek word referring to the inmost part of a temple:
the "nave" of a church derives from it. The quiet emptiness of such
a space is important to me in at least two ways.
It reminds me to keep my own mind quiet and empty, that oftentimes
the most intriguing work is not necessarily happening where all the noise and
effort are. How many times have I completed a drawing or a book to find that
the remnants or the waste sheets under my work inspire me more than the
finished piece? What was truly interesting was happening just outside the focus
of my attention. It was where I was not.
On the other hand, I can’t just turn around and pay attention
to my waste sheets as I work. It’s the old quantum bugaboo: observing
something changes the outcome. Naos is not someplace I can inhabit; it must
always be just outside my awareness.
Secondly, I have spent a lot of time considering where my ideas
come from. So often I end up feeling that one moment there was nothing, the
next there was something — which is both enough of an explanation and
nowhere near it, depending on my frame of mind. Can I further unpack this
apparently black box, learn some control over it? Like my waste sheets, I
believe the operation of this mechanism does not fall fully within the range of
my conscious awareness. Controlling it is a matter of balancing carefully
between doing and not-doing. So I live my life as fully as possible, feeding
the source by looking away from it, responding to what life brings me with an
open, empty mind: never knowing what whisper will suddenly swell to the
crescendo of momentary insight — then fade away, just as quickly. Naos to
me is this state of mind.
back to where you were